Ein Lied

I spent my life
dreaming
of someone or something
to give me a purpose

I spent my life
searching
for a reason
to not just end it


I swear i changed
only for you
but in return
you cut me off

I'm not the one
you should blame
for trying to
hold on to you



the only things that're left
are the scars and the pain
I still don't know
my place in this world

And every Day
I lose myself
It is too easy
to forget who you are


And I still see you
sitting next to me
explaining yourself
why you don't need me anymore

And as i think about it
my eyes become wet
And I know
I'll never be able to love again


I swear i changed
only for you
but in return
you cut me off

I'm not the one
you should blame
for trying to
hold on to you

I swear i changed
only for you
but in return
you cut me off

I'm not the one
you should blame
because I still
can't forget you


I spent my life
dreaming
of someone or something
to give me a purpose

I spent my life
searching
for a reason
to not just end it