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You are nothing
crawling through the dark
searching for forgiveness
"it is all part of a plan"
you hear them say
It is burning in your chest
Standing Still was always an option
for you
Hold your breath
head under water
you are trying to get this pictures out of your head
being Alone was the easiest part
You're always trying to grab everything you can get
From the Second you were born
to the time when you'll meet your end
you were never ment to be happy
you were never ment to be free
And from the second you have met her
until everything fell apart
she was never a Part of you
and you could never be apart from her
Can you hear them
they are saying that they're trying to help you
But you know they're lying
You allready have been betrayed to many times
It was a romance
It was a fiction of your Mind
You know what it feels like to be Happy
You can see it from a distance
And you know, what you'll find
The Burden lies so heavy
X2
You are nothing
crawling through the dark
searching for forgiveness
"it is all part of a plan"
you hear them say
It is burning in your chest
X2
You are standing in a Hole
Praying for love, Praying for attention
You were never ment to be here
You were never ment to receive salvation
Why are you trying to get up?
You are Lost
like everything you had
You have lost your Path
But you still try to get High on trivialities
Stand your ground!
Oblique realities are Fucking with your head!
Stand your ground!
Oblique realities are Fucking with your head!
Hold your breath
head under water
you are trying to get this pictures out of your head
being Alone was the easiest part
You're always trying to grab everything you can get
X2
From the Second you were born
to the time when you'll meet your end
you were never ment to be happy
you were never ment to be free
And from the second you have met her
until everything fell apart
she was never a Part of you
and you could never be apart from her
crawling through the dark
searching for forgiveness
"it is all part of a plan"
you hear them say
It is burning in your chest
Standing Still was always an option
for you
Hold your breath
head under water
you are trying to get this pictures out of your head
being Alone was the easiest part
You're always trying to grab everything you can get
From the Second you were born
to the time when you'll meet your end
you were never ment to be happy
you were never ment to be free
And from the second you have met her
until everything fell apart
she was never a Part of you
and you could never be apart from her
Can you hear them
they are saying that they're trying to help you
But you know they're lying
You allready have been betrayed to many times
It was a romance
It was a fiction of your Mind
You know what it feels like to be Happy
You can see it from a distance
And you know, what you'll find
The Burden lies so heavy
X2
You are nothing
crawling through the dark
searching for forgiveness
"it is all part of a plan"
you hear them say
It is burning in your chest
X2
You are standing in a Hole
Praying for love, Praying for attention
You were never ment to be here
You were never ment to receive salvation
Why are you trying to get up?
You are Lost
like everything you had
You have lost your Path
But you still try to get High on trivialities
Stand your ground!
Oblique realities are Fucking with your head!
Stand your ground!
Oblique realities are Fucking with your head!
Hold your breath
head under water
you are trying to get this pictures out of your head
being Alone was the easiest part
You're always trying to grab everything you can get
X2
From the Second you were born
to the time when you'll meet your end
you were never ment to be happy
you were never ment to be free
And from the second you have met her
until everything fell apart
she was never a Part of you
and you could never be apart from her
Eine lange Reise.
Ich bin, denke ich, dahinter gekommen.
Sie wollte mehr Drama, mehr Action, mehr Spontanität.
Ich wollte eine ruhige Beziehung, in der man sich aufeinander verlassen kann. Ohne viel Aufregung. Einfach jemanden, der egal was ist, für mich da ist. Und Saskia konnte es mir genauso wenig geben wie ich ihr geben konnte, was sie wollte.
Unsere Trennung war genau wie sie zum Schluss unserer Beziehung.
Fake.
Erst meinte sie, sie braucht nur etwas Abstand, dann löscht sie mich quasi vollständig aus ihrem Leben und nach zwei Monaten hat sie schon einen neuen Freund.
Nein, ich bin nicht eifersüchtig. Ich bin enttäuscht. Von mir selbst.
Jede Frau hat bisher ihre eigenen Bedürfnisse mir vorgezogen. Ich war immer derjenige, der Kompromisse eingegangen ist, egal worum es ging. Damit ist jetzt Schluss.
Seit drei Wochen kann ich nur noch fühlen, wenn ich schlafe. Tagsüber bin ich leer...
Mal sehen, wie lange ich das überlebe,
Sie wollte mehr Drama, mehr Action, mehr Spontanität.
Ich wollte eine ruhige Beziehung, in der man sich aufeinander verlassen kann. Ohne viel Aufregung. Einfach jemanden, der egal was ist, für mich da ist. Und Saskia konnte es mir genauso wenig geben wie ich ihr geben konnte, was sie wollte.
Unsere Trennung war genau wie sie zum Schluss unserer Beziehung.
Fake.
Erst meinte sie, sie braucht nur etwas Abstand, dann löscht sie mich quasi vollständig aus ihrem Leben und nach zwei Monaten hat sie schon einen neuen Freund.
Nein, ich bin nicht eifersüchtig. Ich bin enttäuscht. Von mir selbst.
Jede Frau hat bisher ihre eigenen Bedürfnisse mir vorgezogen. Ich war immer derjenige, der Kompromisse eingegangen ist, egal worum es ging. Damit ist jetzt Schluss.
Seit drei Wochen kann ich nur noch fühlen, wenn ich schlafe. Tagsüber bin ich leer...
Mal sehen, wie lange ich das überlebe,
Montag, 21. März 2016
Rotes Dreieck
Es ist traurig , dass meine Pflanzen zur Zeit das einzige sind, das mich am Leben hält.
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