Everyday Normal

Everything I touch dies,
everything I try goes wrong
I am a living failure
I still don't know where I belong

I haven't been happy for more than a year
My life is a failure you can see it everywhere
You can't live with me
nor can you without
and I keep asking
I want to shout

As loud as I can
But I remain silent

Everything I touch dies,
everything I try goes wrong
I am a living failure
I still don't know where I belong

Another normal day
I don't want to get up
but I can't stay cause
I would end up thinking of you
I know I'm not what you waited for
But you are exactly what I need

I want to call you
but I can't


Should I live
or should I die
this question revolves
in my head
I am not ready yet
but I ain't afraid to die
because of you
because of you


today's a beautliful day to die