I am everything you are not

 Okay
I'm not okay
because i always have to fight my feelings
and it's not going too well
Okay
I'm not okay
because i know that everything that connected us
has gone away

I am everything you are not
and i know you know it's true
there's nothing left between us
but I can't let go
I am everything you are not
and we both knew it way before
but all the memories and moments
will stay forever

I came here to say
that i'm going away
and i swear i swore you off (I swore you off)
I still do love a part in you
but it is too small
I cannot reach it
how could i ever swear you off (I swore you off)
I will always hold on to you
And i will hold you in my heart

I am not okay
I need to leave this place
every breath reminds of the years we spent
and every noise makes me think that you're still there
And as I swear to myself
that i will always love you
I feel sick and empty and i don't want to think about what's going to happen

can you feel me
can you hear me
I miss you
but we're never meant to be
can you feel me
can you hear me
I miss you
but how could we be so blind
can you feel me
can you hear me
I miss you
but we're never meant to be
can you feel me
can you hear me
I miss you
but how could we be so blind

I can feel the Guilt compressing my chest
I can hear you cry (I can hear you cry)
and it's my fault
and i am so sorry
that we've never felt it before (and it is my fault)
I can feel the Guilt compressing my chest
I can hear you cry (I can hear you cry)
and it's my fault
and i am so sorry
that i have had to break your heart(and it is my fault)

I am everything you are not
and i know you know it's true
there's nothing left between us
but I can't let go
I am everything you are not
and we both knew it way before
but all the memories and moments
will stay forever
but i let it go